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xoxangeleyes   in reply to If the World hears us please h   on

My Journey to Rock Bottom: I think I've reached it.. I'm lost. I don't know how I got here.

I am 26. Sorry that you're going through even something similar... it is hard!
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My Journey to Rock Bottom: I think I've reached it.. I'm lost. I don't know how I got here.

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My Journey to Rock Bottom: I think I've reached it.. I'm lost. I don't know how I got here.

My Journey to Rock Bottom

I think I've reached it... Rock Bottom. I'm lost. I don't know how I got here - I thought I was taking the right path. My journey has not been easy, but long & tough with many bumps along the way. It may have been rough, slowed me down, even stopped me a couple times, but I still kept going...I did. No, this cannot be possible.. or my destination must be impossible.

Can somebody help me, with the right direction? I've lost so many things a long the way--everything except for my 6 year old son, who has been on this journey with me. We lost his father in the beginning, our guide.. it would of been different if he was here, helping us along the way. I guess he needed to take his place in Heaven, but I still don't understand. We just want him back, for him to find us again.

I thought I was doing a good job, taking the lead. I found us a safe place to stay, for awhile. If only....If only my job wasn't temporary, I wouldn't be down this road. If only I could of finished those few credits I had left in college, we'd be celebrating. If only I could turn back, and try a different turn along the way. If only.... If only time could rewind and return to us everything that was lost.

I'm scared here. I wasn't heading towards Rock Bottom-- I'm not supposed to be here. We can't be here. My son has only me to follow, he didn't have a choice. I should of been a better guide. Maybe I missed a turn somewhere, somewhere too far back for me to turn around and find. I'll just get lost again.


THIS IS MY EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW.... IM A YOUNG SINGLE MOTHER OF A 6 YEAR OLD BOY. HIS FATHER PASSED AWAY, SO ITS JUST US NOW. I WAS IN COLLEGE ON THE HONOR ROLL AND HAD 2 JOBS, BUT IT ENDED AND SO DID MY APARTMENT...I ALSO HAD A TICKET THAT I COULD NOT PAY CAUSING ME TO LOSE MY LICENSE. NOW WE RECENTLY BECAME HOMELESS WHICH CAUSED ME TO FAIL MY CLASSES AND I LOST MY FINANCIAL AID. IM IN A GARAGE RIGHT NOW AND AM DESPERATE TO HAVE A HOME AGAIN FOR MY SON.... I HAVE NOTHING BESIDES HIM, THATS ALL I NEED BUT IM SCARED THAT IF I DONT GET OUT SOON I WILL TRULY HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO LOSE..... I HAVE TRIED EVERY RESOURCE OUT THERE!!! 211 INCLUDED---NO FUNDS! :((

-- XOXANGELEYES@GMAIL.COM
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I'm a young mother to a wonderful smart 6 year old boy. His daddy passed away and is now in heaven, so it's just us two. I recently became homeless and am desperately seeking ANY help or advice.... I have been looking up resources online and calling places for the last month. no funds!! I cannot believe it.

Rock Bottom :(

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